mom of 2
05-03-2007, 09:12 AM
hi , i just wanted to thank you all. you all have been life savers more than you will ever know. i've been in a funk , very low points (you know the point where i wanted to give up. its scary when you relize it seams there is going to be no end to this crap this flare that is lasting more than 2yrs well i know i'm not the only one,then i get mad at myself because there are people alot worse off and i should be grateful. i've read so many insporational stories here then again i read how many years some of you have been suffering ( then panic because it seems overwelming to imagine another 5yrs of this let alone 30. it took 8yrs to get diagnosed but it seems like only a short time to lose my indapendance just when i'm fighting scary thoughts (the end it all ones ) i've been able to turn to you. even if i dont say anything but just read you are all there. so i know it sounds corny but i love you all and always wish the best for each and every one of you. so this is odd because i've always been the care giver and not easy being on the other side. so bare with me please. thank you
susan
susan