Dear Anjelica, You are very welcome here and I am sorry you have struggled on for three years.
I don't know where you are but I am in the UK, Have Lupus and other stuff, also have Daughter in the same situation. She is 17 her name is Imogen (Immi),
have a 20 year old Son Luke who is a professional Magician and is just trying to set up his first home. Have a Husband Glenn and numerous animals, all of which just sort of came to us without us actually ever looking for them.
I am on Disability but manage to do a small amount of work as my Son's manager, all I need for that is a bed, a laptop and a phone!
I hope you are getting good care from your Docs.
x Lola