I admit to enjoying a glass of wine with my dinner but not if I'm taking alot of painkillers etc. Yes it does make me feel better, helps the muscle pain and I fall asleep easier. I suppose in a way it numbs the nerve endings.
However, and I'm not trying to put a dampner on things this is only my experience. I did go through a phase early last year when outwardly everyone (including my friends here) thought I was doing fine but inwardly I just wasn't coping with my diagnosis and what was happening to my body. I told people I was fine but in my head I wasn't so my means of escape was a bottle of wine once or twice a week.
Thankfully it didn't last long and I knocked it on the head. When I started to feel well around May last year I realised how stupid I'd been and what it could have led to. My mum has a drink problem and it's always in the back of my mind. When I think back it was probably a form of depression. I can imagine that it must be so easy to slide down such a slippery slope when suffering from a chronic illness.
Wow! That was cleansing :calm:
Hugz,
Pam xxx
However, and I'm not trying to put a dampner on things this is only my experience. I did go through a phase early last year when outwardly everyone (including my friends here) thought I was doing fine but inwardly I just wasn't coping with my diagnosis and what was happening to my body. I told people I was fine but in my head I wasn't so my means of escape was a bottle of wine once or twice a week.
Thankfully it didn't last long and I knocked it on the head. When I started to feel well around May last year I realised how stupid I'd been and what it could have led to. My mum has a drink problem and it's always in the back of my mind. When I think back it was probably a form of depression. I can imagine that it must be so easy to slide down such a slippery slope when suffering from a chronic illness.
Wow! That was cleansing :calm:
Hugz,
Pam xxx