The title is a little off. Me and my husband had been dating for a year when my kidneys started acting up and i started to get sick. I have this feeling that it's easier for him (or anyone) not to be close to me when i get sick because according to my doctors i should have died about three times now. They're very optomistic hah! So i ended up breaking up with him. A few weeks later i went into the hospital w/complete kidney failure. I had found out after that my mother called him to let him know i was in the hospital and it was pretty bad and he should probably come. I didn tknow that he had been by my bedside the entire time. Well anyway, the other night we were talking because he is in denile and thinks nothing bad is ever going to happen to me and i'm not going to be sick anymore. I want him to be prepared if anything happens. He still had bad feelings about the breakup and didnt understand why i did it. I tried explaining it but he still didnt understand. Then somehow we got to the point when he said that he couldnt stand seeing my that way and not being able to do anything to help. That is when he understood why i had broken it off. I didnt want him to go through that pain. I dont like people seeing me like that. I always pull through, but at the time it seems like the end.