Dear all,
I had been told that me having lupus is the reason why. I have been in remission and I'm an active person(although sometimes I drag along in events coz' I don't want to disturb others enjoying the occasion). I've been 100% honest with him since the beginning about lupus. But in the end, I had been slapped with cold-hard words on the face. He literally said, "because of your health, I cannot choose you to be my lifelong companion." Choose??! It broke my heart good, but I didn't say a thing.
Unfortunately, I had been investing my time and energy to the stupid sincerity I had for him, even though it had been a crucial period for my life that would decide my life and career. Another most unfortunate thing is that, I have never been as close to anybody before.
Does it have to be that way all the time? Should I even be crying for that kind of guy?
And another thing I want to ask is, in the future should I start with a not-so-serious-in-mind relationship so that it wouldn't be as hard if it happens to have the same ending?
Thanks.
I had been told that me having lupus is the reason why. I have been in remission and I'm an active person(although sometimes I drag along in events coz' I don't want to disturb others enjoying the occasion). I've been 100% honest with him since the beginning about lupus. But in the end, I had been slapped with cold-hard words on the face. He literally said, "because of your health, I cannot choose you to be my lifelong companion." Choose??! It broke my heart good, but I didn't say a thing.
Unfortunately, I had been investing my time and energy to the stupid sincerity I had for him, even though it had been a crucial period for my life that would decide my life and career. Another most unfortunate thing is that, I have never been as close to anybody before.
Does it have to be that way all the time? Should I even be crying for that kind of guy?
And another thing I want to ask is, in the future should I start with a not-so-serious-in-mind relationship so that it wouldn't be as hard if it happens to have the same ending?
Thanks.