Somehow I always end up crying in the car. I know people mean well, but sometimes the advice they try and give hurts. In the last two days i have had both my boyfriend and friend tell me that i just dont try hard enough to get better. That I dont care enough about myself and i just dont want to get better. Just get more sleep, eat healthier and youll be better, they say. Its one of the moments that i just sit there and wait til i get to my car to cry. I get up every day and try to live my life as if nothing was wrong. Obviously they dont understand what it is like to be in pain and feel like **** most days. I swear i am a nervous breakdown waiting to happen and the people who should be there to help just aren't.