I was diagnosed with Lupus when i was 15. Ever since then i have had a flare at least once a year. They started me on the cytoxan once monthly and once my body would settle down they would on the cytoxan also, switching it to every three months. They have never discussed any options for me about becoming pregnant. They did say that it would be unlikely to get pregnant while on cytoxan because it slows the production of your eggs. I am married now and want to have a child but i am still on cytoxan and i am worried about being able to conceive after all these years of the drug. I want to ask them about alternative treatments because i dont want to ruin any future chances and i want to start trying right away. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. I guess i would like to know if anyone thinks i still have a chance of becoming pregnant at this point.