I got my results yesterday and was informed that I don't have SLE after all, it was a false positive test result
Although I feel overjoyed and relieved, I also feel very confused and upset because it puts me right back to square one again not knowing why I am experiencing all these unpleasant symptoms, they are now running tests for Rhum Arthritis. I am truly starting to believe it's all in my head and I am feeling physical pain because I just expect to....is this possible? I think hubby just thinks I am a hypocondriac and I try to be cheerful and smile through it and go to all the social events etc but I can't help how I feel, the headaches, joint pain, fatigue etc just wear me down, surely this can't be normal, either I really do have something wrong or I am going mad!!! 
Lill xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Lill xxxxxxxxxxxxx