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Hi all sorry bout this but need a bit if a whinge,
i am so fed up with feeling so terrible all the time. I know there are people much worse off than me and i should be greatful that at the moment it seems that all my nasty symptoms are not life threatening or at least not immenently so, but why is it that we are expected to live half lives struggling to work etc and wondering if we will be able to get out of bed in the morning. i'm feeling down and exhausted after a particularly bad migraine attact with vomiting etc. and await appointments for renal unit and a scan on gall bladder. Have waited another year to see rhuemy(appointment oct) and i know he wont take me seriously once again. he gives me a few steroid jabs for pain that work for a few weeks and sends me away for another year!
Is there nothing i can do?
Sometimes i feel like curling up in a ball, if that were possible(ouch!) and sleeping for years and years! but life has to move on and my children need me!
Work is getting harder as legs swell so much now i come home in agony i just wanna cry. they are even still swollen when i wake! The meds they give me dont seem to do anything so what is the piont of taking them! They make me feel sick etc!
Sorry poor me! feeling sorry for myself and buck up!!!!!! I know i should but cant seem to right now!
I need a big hug and someone to understand what i'm feeling and i know many of you have and still are in my position! sorry to be such a downer!!!!
Netty:sad:
Take care all and i'm sending my hugs to you all!!!!!!xxxxxxxx
i am so fed up with feeling so terrible all the time. I know there are people much worse off than me and i should be greatful that at the moment it seems that all my nasty symptoms are not life threatening or at least not immenently so, but why is it that we are expected to live half lives struggling to work etc and wondering if we will be able to get out of bed in the morning. i'm feeling down and exhausted after a particularly bad migraine attact with vomiting etc. and await appointments for renal unit and a scan on gall bladder. Have waited another year to see rhuemy(appointment oct) and i know he wont take me seriously once again. he gives me a few steroid jabs for pain that work for a few weeks and sends me away for another year!
Is there nothing i can do?
Sometimes i feel like curling up in a ball, if that were possible(ouch!) and sleeping for years and years! but life has to move on and my children need me!
Work is getting harder as legs swell so much now i come home in agony i just wanna cry. they are even still swollen when i wake! The meds they give me dont seem to do anything so what is the piont of taking them! They make me feel sick etc!
Sorry poor me! feeling sorry for myself and buck up!!!!!! I know i should but cant seem to right now!
I need a big hug and someone to understand what i'm feeling and i know many of you have and still are in my position! sorry to be such a downer!!!!
Netty:sad:
Take care all and i'm sending my hugs to you all!!!!!!xxxxxxxx