I hate being a moaner,but I have to admit,I'm quite good at it
but just lately I am starting to doubt myself and wonder if I am just going completely bonkers:sigh:
Sometimes I feel so ill I'm sure I must be dying,and yet my bloods come back normal except for rheumatoid factor.Today I overdid things because I was stripping wallpaper.I get a sore throat if I overdo things and feel like I have tonsillitis coming and a flushed ,hot face.My heart keeps skipping a beat and I feel winded.
I just did one of those occult blood tests to rule out bowel cancer because of my stomach swelling up to 7mths pregnant size,which was thankfully negative.
I have petechaie coming on my arms but my platelet level is normal.My doctor now admits that something autoimmune is going on but won't refer me to a dermatologist.I wonder if it is worth going to St.Thomas's for the follow up when I'm sure doc will say nothing significant has shown up.I feel in limbo and my husband keeps saying he wants his wife back.Antidepressants,smantidepressants have made *** all difference because I don't feel depressed:wall:
I am feeling more like an intruder on this site as I don't have a diagnosis,but you're all so lovely to talk to,but a lot of you seriously poorly and I am feeling like such a faker.Surely it must be in my head to feel this ill but nothing show up in blood tests?I think my doctor is convincing me!
Julsie
Sometimes I feel so ill I'm sure I must be dying,and yet my bloods come back normal except for rheumatoid factor.Today I overdid things because I was stripping wallpaper.I get a sore throat if I overdo things and feel like I have tonsillitis coming and a flushed ,hot face.My heart keeps skipping a beat and I feel winded.
I just did one of those occult blood tests to rule out bowel cancer because of my stomach swelling up to 7mths pregnant size,which was thankfully negative.
I have petechaie coming on my arms but my platelet level is normal.My doctor now admits that something autoimmune is going on but won't refer me to a dermatologist.I wonder if it is worth going to St.Thomas's for the follow up when I'm sure doc will say nothing significant has shown up.I feel in limbo and my husband keeps saying he wants his wife back.Antidepressants,smantidepressants have made *** all difference because I don't feel depressed:wall:
I am feeling more like an intruder on this site as I don't have a diagnosis,but you're all so lovely to talk to,but a lot of you seriously poorly and I am feeling like such a faker.Surely it must be in my head to feel this ill but nothing show up in blood tests?I think my doctor is convincing me!
Julsie