Hi everyone.
I popped in to do some reading and catch up with my friends here and got to reply to some posts ! I miss doing that and glad I stopped in.
Things are not so well for me at the moment, personally, mentally or physically :worried:
Personally, my son returned home after 3 months of treatment and was home for 1 month and well, now has taken a turn for the worst again and has gone missing since Friday.
Mentally, my heart is broken and I fear that something aweful has happened to him. Just a feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Physically, all my symptoms have gotton really worse due to the stress of it all. They were not that good to begin with and well this just makes things much worse.
I have an appointment with the rhemo next month and may need to call sooner. I have not dropped the dose of Plaquenil. So I am still on that and the Immuran. I am stubborn and like to "ride" things out.
My eyes have been swollen in the morning and then subside. My hands are swollen and the knuckle joints are swollen and hurt. My knees are ugly
. The pain in my body seems bone deep. Don't know if anyone has felt that before, but it seems like it goes way down in the bone. Mornings are very tough.
Sorry for the complaints! Besides all that, I try to keep positive, but the little demon on my shoulder tries to put negative things into my brain
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I hope all is well with all of you. Hope to be back on to read some more later on.
Theres a saying " what doesn't destroy us, makes us stronger" who in the world said that?
I popped in to do some reading and catch up with my friends here and got to reply to some posts ! I miss doing that and glad I stopped in.
Things are not so well for me at the moment, personally, mentally or physically :worried:
Personally, my son returned home after 3 months of treatment and was home for 1 month and well, now has taken a turn for the worst again and has gone missing since Friday.
Mentally, my heart is broken and I fear that something aweful has happened to him. Just a feeling in the pit of my stomach.
Physically, all my symptoms have gotton really worse due to the stress of it all. They were not that good to begin with and well this just makes things much worse.
I have an appointment with the rhemo next month and may need to call sooner. I have not dropped the dose of Plaquenil. So I am still on that and the Immuran. I am stubborn and like to "ride" things out.
My eyes have been swollen in the morning and then subside. My hands are swollen and the knuckle joints are swollen and hurt. My knees are ugly
Sorry for the complaints! Besides all that, I try to keep positive, but the little demon on my shoulder tries to put negative things into my brain
I hope all is well with all of you. Hope to be back on to read some more later on.
Theres a saying " what doesn't destroy us, makes us stronger" who in the world said that?