I've just made the very painful decision to put on hold a university course I was studying. Although it was with the open university which meant I studied at home I am just not coping with the course load on top of looking after my two children (i'm a single mum), the house and working part time. It's not the first time I have had to put my degree on hold, but I just feel that this diease is progressing really fast and now I have probably missed my chance to ever compleate the course. On top of this I have just had to make another painful decision. i have been a veggi for over 14yrs and have never considered eating meat in all this time. Unfortuantly my allergies and intolerances have become so intense that i am now unable to eat, gluton, lactose, corn, rice, pototoes, tapioca, nuts and seeds, eggs, soya, to name a few. my rummy has just told me that I need to start eating meat or i'm going to become malnurished, and I am devasted. i just feel like I have no control over anything I want to do anymore. And to top it off I have just been called a hypocrite from a work collegue for abanding my principles and eating meat.
I feel so angry with myself at the moment for not coping with it all, but i'm just in tears all the time.
Sorry for the rant
Elle x
I feel so angry with myself at the moment for not coping with it all, but i'm just in tears all the time.
Sorry for the rant
Elle x