I'm sorry you are having to go through this, but also happy you are getting some answers. I can certainly relate. For 10 years I was just given repeat mono tests, all of which were negative, and then just told I was depressed. Finally, when I moved, I was lucky to find a doctor who decided to check my ANA. While it's a little scary to hear that something is actually wrong, it also feels really good to finally get that validation and have people finally stop thinking you're crazy! Good luck and I hope you continue to get answers and helpful treatment!