I guess I havent really come to terms with the fact that I have lupus. I think I have, when everything is going smooth with only mild symptoms, but every time I am knocked over with overwhelming fatigue like I'm experiencing now, I get in a panic thinking I must have cancer or something.
It's not like I haven't went thru this several times in the last 3 yrs. I try to tell myself that if I did have cancer that I would probably be dead by now. I was so afraid when I first got so sick and didn't know what was wrong, that I was going to find out that I had cancer...guess that is why I still get frighten by this terrible fatigue.
Just wondering if anyone else has these moments or am I just a little crazy!
P.s...Besides the fatigue, I am also having chest pain...mostly when I laugh or move a certain way. Never had this before.
Mary
It's not like I haven't went thru this several times in the last 3 yrs. I try to tell myself that if I did have cancer that I would probably be dead by now. I was so afraid when I first got so sick and didn't know what was wrong, that I was going to find out that I had cancer...guess that is why I still get frighten by this terrible fatigue.
Just wondering if anyone else has these moments or am I just a little crazy!
P.s...Besides the fatigue, I am also having chest pain...mostly when I laugh or move a certain way. Never had this before.
Mary