Hi June B,
Life is so surreal sometimes. I think I know how you feel. I haven't been on her for a while and I came on tonite because I've just been given the same news. I have an operation scheduled for the 12th Feb to remove my tumor, did the usual rounds of mammogram, ultrsound, needle biopsy and they want it out. It's bigger than a golfball, growing bigger and according to the doc, it's an "unusually slippery little blighter".
I feel like I've been hit by a freight train.
I seem to have spent the last two months up and down at one hospital or another for tests, xrays and if any more blood is taken from me, I'm asking for a refund.
Wouldn't you know it, everthing happens in three's. On top of the tumor, my bladder has become overactive so it needs to be "pinned" and the 4+5 vertebrae in my back has now joined the army of bones in my body that are doing as they please, and I've lost two more teeth and soon will lose another because the bones in my jaw don't want to hold them.
Sorry for moaning....no actually I'm not. I needed to get it off my chest before the load drives me to antidepressants.
What I will say is I know this is phase, and I know I'll get pass it, but just now all I want to do is stick my head under a pillow and bawl .
So just for today June come join me...after 3 now
thanx, I needed that