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Hi.
Had a bad few days and feel confused, upset and unsure what to think because of it.
On Thurs I woke up achy and headache as normal at the mo so I took some painkillers. At lunchtime my hubby came home for lunch and suddenly I felt really lousy. My head hurt and my legs went to jelly. I couldnt stand up. Th shakes then began. My legs seemed to have a mind of there own and the more i tried to control it the worse they got. If I tried to do stuff like pick things up my hands jioned in. I usually have a slight tremor in left hand.Hubby bungled me up and took me to A and E. By the time I was seen 2 hours later the shakes calmed down but started again if I tried to move.
I saw dr and he spoke to hubby who came back saying things like I'm internalising things and dr asked if I was stressed. I have been stressed but was feeling better that day. I had a lecture from doc about putting myself first and looking after no 1.
I felt 2 cm tall and wished I could go home. I felt he thought it was all in my mind. Maybe it is I have n't got a clue now.
He said I could go home. So i got ready but then he saw me walk, well wobble and shake and struggle to chair. He then decided I was nt safe to home and needed to be admitted. So I was.
Saw lots of docs ansd had lots neuro exams. They said they did nt have any answers.By fri I was ok but still could nt walk unaided and my shaking stopped. I begged to go home. My MRI I had in Dec was clear. I was discharged fri afternoon and the doc said it's not neuro but a muscular disorder but on my discharge note it says 'non organic presentation' which I gather is medical speak for all in my head.
Is everything pyschosomatic and how do you tell? Seeing rhuemie in Feb. Will he see this blip and think hypochondriac!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday I still can 't walk properly, I lose my balance and legs forget what they are doing and get stuck and today my joints hurt so much esp my hips. My hubby is paraniod about leaving me alone and me climbing stairs which are a nightmare but they have been for a while esp when tired.
He feels I need therapy and blames my childhood. It was nt the best childhood but loads of people have had worse. He's got all upset about things.
Just feel fed up and I hate doing nothing . Also worrying about work as I start course this week. You are only allowed 8 days of sick and I've had 4 already.
Sorry for rambling but needed to talk to someone.:worried:
Had a bad few days and feel confused, upset and unsure what to think because of it.
On Thurs I woke up achy and headache as normal at the mo so I took some painkillers. At lunchtime my hubby came home for lunch and suddenly I felt really lousy. My head hurt and my legs went to jelly. I couldnt stand up. Th shakes then began. My legs seemed to have a mind of there own and the more i tried to control it the worse they got. If I tried to do stuff like pick things up my hands jioned in. I usually have a slight tremor in left hand.Hubby bungled me up and took me to A and E. By the time I was seen 2 hours later the shakes calmed down but started again if I tried to move.
I saw dr and he spoke to hubby who came back saying things like I'm internalising things and dr asked if I was stressed. I have been stressed but was feeling better that day. I had a lecture from doc about putting myself first and looking after no 1.
I felt 2 cm tall and wished I could go home. I felt he thought it was all in my mind. Maybe it is I have n't got a clue now.
He said I could go home. So i got ready but then he saw me walk, well wobble and shake and struggle to chair. He then decided I was nt safe to home and needed to be admitted. So I was.
Saw lots of docs ansd had lots neuro exams. They said they did nt have any answers.By fri I was ok but still could nt walk unaided and my shaking stopped. I begged to go home. My MRI I had in Dec was clear. I was discharged fri afternoon and the doc said it's not neuro but a muscular disorder but on my discharge note it says 'non organic presentation' which I gather is medical speak for all in my head.
Is everything pyschosomatic and how do you tell? Seeing rhuemie in Feb. Will he see this blip and think hypochondriac!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday I still can 't walk properly, I lose my balance and legs forget what they are doing and get stuck and today my joints hurt so much esp my hips. My hubby is paraniod about leaving me alone and me climbing stairs which are a nightmare but they have been for a while esp when tired.
He feels I need therapy and blames my childhood. It was nt the best childhood but loads of people have had worse. He's got all upset about things.
Just feel fed up and I hate doing nothing . Also worrying about work as I start course this week. You are only allowed 8 days of sick and I've had 4 already.
Sorry for rambling but needed to talk to someone.:worried: