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I think that everyone worries about the future, but I try to think that even the healthiest of people have no idea what tomorrow will bring so neither should I.
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I am sorry that you are having difficulties but educating yourself will be the best thing for you.
I think that everyone worries about the future, but I try to think that even the healthiest of people have no idea what tomorrow will bring so neither should I.
Reading a lot of the posts will make you feel that you are not alone and you can ask as many questions as you want on here.
Nice to meet you.
