Hi
Don't know if I am posting this in the right place, but I feel as though everything is falling apart.
Sat for most of the day yesterday crying,(its a good job I am in an office on my own) got home from work to be met by my 18year old college student daughter who didn't let me get through the door before asking " whats for tea " this was the last straw, had felt rotten all day and we ended up having words, she packed her bags and left, my husband didn't know which way to turn when he got in from work and he tried to speak to her, but all she kept saying was "she was in the way". Don't know where she is and don't know if she will be back this evening.
Can't understand why I am feeling like this, have had trouble with depression, but I am on Fluoxetine and thought I was coping ok.
Went to Hospital Monday just gone for them to show me how to inject methotrexate, they also doubled my dose so don't know if this has any bearing on the way I feel now, can methotrexate make you feel like this because the dose has been doubled? I don't know whats happening.
Went to bed at 6pm last night after all the upset, but even though I had on my dressing gown, big fluffy socks and a wheat bag, I was still freezing cold.
I just hope my daughter comes back home today.
Sorry for the moan, but don't know which way to turn at the moment and hubby is worried sick.
Hugs to you all
Love
Meryl
Don't know if I am posting this in the right place, but I feel as though everything is falling apart.
Sat for most of the day yesterday crying,(its a good job I am in an office on my own) got home from work to be met by my 18year old college student daughter who didn't let me get through the door before asking " whats for tea " this was the last straw, had felt rotten all day and we ended up having words, she packed her bags and left, my husband didn't know which way to turn when he got in from work and he tried to speak to her, but all she kept saying was "she was in the way". Don't know where she is and don't know if she will be back this evening.
Can't understand why I am feeling like this, have had trouble with depression, but I am on Fluoxetine and thought I was coping ok.
Went to Hospital Monday just gone for them to show me how to inject methotrexate, they also doubled my dose so don't know if this has any bearing on the way I feel now, can methotrexate make you feel like this because the dose has been doubled? I don't know whats happening.
Went to bed at 6pm last night after all the upset, but even though I had on my dressing gown, big fluffy socks and a wheat bag, I was still freezing cold.
I just hope my daughter comes back home today.
Sorry for the moan, but don't know which way to turn at the moment and hubby is worried sick.
Hugs to you all
Love
Meryl