Hi all don,t know where to start but here goes as most who know me it will be long lol as i have been off for a while
just thought i would update
pain management class has helped a bit ,try to explain struggling due to bad flare up at the moment ,
what i learned was when you understand that i was anyway in fighting it i was in a circle of pain anger and depression .
once i understood that i was turning off too much to the point that i was not even realising that some days or hours when i was having easer times
when things were a bit better and i was turning off so much and not nottincg it stop think ye maybe i am a bit better today notice it .
slow down .
any way don,t know if you get this i hope so .
had a hard last few months hubby had heart attack scary but on the up side got through it and it has got better he is on lots of new meds and a lot healther diet and exercise program which has helped a lot thankgoodness .
also my daughter is pregnant due end of october good news ecept she is back in house with us due to the fellow not been interested and not wanting baby sad my heart breks for her ,
but on the up side i am gooing to be a granma lol
a bit scared due to illness would be great if not so sick but hay will take it a bit at a time
had a lot of flar up this month due to sis acting up she is picking on everyone just now every word i say is wrong ,she has bad depressing problem can,t remember what you call it she turns off all together sometime it terrible but with this illness i am finding it harder to deal with
i try and support her as much as pos but ther is only so much a person can take .
it would be nice to here from anyone kind regards tink:tinker::flowery:
just thought i would update
pain management class has helped a bit ,try to explain struggling due to bad flare up at the moment ,
what i learned was when you understand that i was anyway in fighting it i was in a circle of pain anger and depression .
once i understood that i was turning off too much to the point that i was not even realising that some days or hours when i was having easer times
when things were a bit better and i was turning off so much and not nottincg it stop think ye maybe i am a bit better today notice it .
slow down .
any way don,t know if you get this i hope so .
had a hard last few months hubby had heart attack scary but on the up side got through it and it has got better he is on lots of new meds and a lot healther diet and exercise program which has helped a lot thankgoodness .
also my daughter is pregnant due end of october good news ecept she is back in house with us due to the fellow not been interested and not wanting baby sad my heart breks for her ,
but on the up side i am gooing to be a granma lol
a bit scared due to illness would be great if not so sick but hay will take it a bit at a time
had a lot of flar up this month due to sis acting up she is picking on everyone just now every word i say is wrong ,she has bad depressing problem can,t remember what you call it she turns off all together sometime it terrible but with this illness i am finding it harder to deal with
i try and support her as much as pos but ther is only so much a person can take .
it would be nice to here from anyone kind regards tink:tinker::flowery: