hello everyone hope you are all ok.
i went to my dermy appointment today,with not much look,just asked a few questions how long been going on,what happens when it flares,do i know any substance what triggers it,my answer well no thats why i am here.
put me on a intense course of high dose antihistamines told me to come back in six weeks,didnt look at my skin or anything,i came out quite hurt and distressed,what does it have to take before they realize how severe it is,do i have to end up in the emergency room with anaphlytic shock.
at this point in time i am so low and scared,i feel like i cant continue no more like i am, my quality of life is very little just existing.
i just dont think this is fair on my family,my hubby is so good to me, he feels so helpless and frustrated with it all,but we are just wasting our time and banging our heads against it all.
to add to all of this i have my mother and my hubbys mother who just dont think anything is wrong with me,which is difficult especially comming from my mum as she knew the person i was before,very athlectic,loved makeup,socialising, i had such a zest for life,my mum told me tonight that she grants me that i have an ongoing skin probs,as she has seen it severe with me,so thats what she puts it all down to allergies,fair enough but anyone with allergies will tell you they are evil and very scary.
so i have totally given up now,i feel guilty for saying this but my fight and faith has gone,i am not trying anymore i have had enough, theres no more i can do, i have made my mind up i will not seek medical advise again, i think i have excepted what will be,will be.
sorry everyone i dont mean to make anyone feel sad or low,i just cant deal with anymore.
thankyou all so much for your support and friendship.
joanne dolling
i went to my dermy appointment today,with not much look,just asked a few questions how long been going on,what happens when it flares,do i know any substance what triggers it,my answer well no thats why i am here.
put me on a intense course of high dose antihistamines told me to come back in six weeks,didnt look at my skin or anything,i came out quite hurt and distressed,what does it have to take before they realize how severe it is,do i have to end up in the emergency room with anaphlytic shock.
at this point in time i am so low and scared,i feel like i cant continue no more like i am, my quality of life is very little just existing.
i just dont think this is fair on my family,my hubby is so good to me, he feels so helpless and frustrated with it all,but we are just wasting our time and banging our heads against it all.
to add to all of this i have my mother and my hubbys mother who just dont think anything is wrong with me,which is difficult especially comming from my mum as she knew the person i was before,very athlectic,loved makeup,socialising, i had such a zest for life,my mum told me tonight that she grants me that i have an ongoing skin probs,as she has seen it severe with me,so thats what she puts it all down to allergies,fair enough but anyone with allergies will tell you they are evil and very scary.
so i have totally given up now,i feel guilty for saying this but my fight and faith has gone,i am not trying anymore i have had enough, theres no more i can do, i have made my mind up i will not seek medical advise again, i think i have excepted what will be,will be.
sorry everyone i dont mean to make anyone feel sad or low,i just cant deal with anymore.
thankyou all so much for your support and friendship.
joanne dolling