[Graciella]

I`m sorry I havent been on for along time, life has been so stressful for the past six months, I don`t know if I`m coming or going. I am so tired of people who onced loved you turning there back on you. What did I ever do? I`m still the same persom with the same heart, I just have a harder time doing things. Peolpe know that stress is the worst thing for me and yet put so much stress on me that I feel like I`m going to burst. I`m shaking today, and in fact have been for the last couple of weeks and can`t get myself to calm down. The doctor gave me xanax to bring me back to the norm, but I just don`t know what else to do. I drank a bottle of wine last night to try to relax and still nothing? please what else can I do. Super Stressed and no way out!!! Graciella

 

[Graciella]

Thank you all

I am having a really bad flare right now, and I never mix pills with the alchohol, I`m feeling so horrible right now and I have to do so much it becomes over whelming sometimes, I`m mom, taxi, made, cook, trying to keep up with my three kids alone, and my son asked me to do something yesterday and I told him I didn`t feel good and he replied you never feel good. That just about killed me I am here with them 24-7 and live eat and breath for them I can`t believe he said that to me. I don`t want them to feel my sickness but sometimes I just can`t move but I`ll make it a movie day if I can`t physically do anything, I still try to make it a fun day. It just gets hard trying to be up all the time. :worried: Thanks Graciella