Maybe you guys can help. I have been to the doctor a gazillion times in teh past 3 years. I'm 25 years old right now. It all started because i was experience Raynauds and wasn't quite sure wat it was so i asked the doc about it. She then went on to test me for a bunch of stuff. My blood work came back with a positive speckled pattern ANA. So.. they brought up lupus. However, i was told i don't have lupus, but i was sent to a hematologist anyways. He told me i had lupus tendencies?? wat the heck does that mean? So.. a few months later i got these nodules things on my knuckles and they hurt whenever i touched them, and again i got my blood work done, positive speckled pattern ana, but not lupus. I'm always tired and i feel that something is wrong. I'm continuously at the doctor. For things such as burning with i pee, headaches, fatigue, depression, anxiety, all sorts of stuff. I feel like i'm losing my mind. Is something wrong with me.? I got another ana ran and it came back negative?? so wat is going on?? does anyone know ?