What Imiss most about a relationship is the closeness and doing things from time to time even though we never had a ton of money we still found it fun to go to the grocery, movies, the park etc. But it has been so long since I'd opened myself up to being that close to someone that right now I don't think I have it in me. Maybe when I am feeling better. But for now I am focusing on improving myself and my own issues and making friends with all kinds of people then maybe the right person will come along. I think I have to feel comfortable in my own skin before someone else comes in to share my life. Karly