i need a doctor vacation. i'm tired of all the tests and observations. i'm tired of the doctors going off of a cbc and thinking that it should show exactly what is and isn't wrong. i'm tired of one doctor saying it's this, another saying no it's this and a third saying they are both wrong because it's this. i'm tired of them not realizing that all of this is probably connected and these dead-end dx don't explain things in the big picture. i'm tired of them saying i have fibro when i can't relate to anyone that i know that has fibro. the few symptoms of fibro that i do have, can be explained by other autoimmune disorders. i'm tired of taking three steps forward and two back. i don't need this stress in my life! therefore, unless i develop a new more definitive symptom or i get more sick, i'm taking a break form doctors and their tests/observations!