I have always been able to work since I was 14. I just don't know what to do now I dropped some hours. I went to my boss and let her know my doctor and my body just couldn't do it any more. She said the soonest she could do it was the end of september. I feel guilty for doing that and when work gets in a bind then here I am jumping in and doing it. I am making myself sick by not slowing down and my body is just getting worse everyday. It isn't my boss so much but I have always been the one that she counts on for 9 1/2 years. She says things like I would ask you but I don't want you to feel like you have to or something like do you think it would hurt you if i put you on one more day this week? I feel bad about telling her to drop my hours for my health but if I don't then I risk becoming sicker than I am. I feel guilty because I have always been the provider for my children and myself. In case no one has guessed my conflict how do I find a happy mediam for all of us. How do I keep providing for my family,work at a job I like,and do what my body tells me that is the limit? I just feel like I should still be able to do what I have done since I was a child. I just can't help but feel guilty about it all. I have no spouse to help with the bills or to take up the slack.
Thanks for your time to read this thread and all advice that might help me with this conflict that has been pulling me apart for the past few weeks.
Tammy(onetay)
Thanks for your time to read this thread and all advice that might help me with this conflict that has been pulling me apart for the past few weeks.
Tammy(onetay)