I know there are people worse than me...but i dont know what to do any more..:sad:...i am being moved from gp to lupie clinic.to gp ect....bloods ect ..as usually done...but because i havent had a high ana test latley they are only 98% its lupus....and i know they are doing the "eliminating thing" as its not this..or that...but in the past 6 weeks im so tired and i cant be bothered to do dinner....if i do...i dont fancy it at all....
....even if someone else cooks..i cant be bothered to do anything....i do work ..4 hours for 4 mornings a week...its admin work so hardly hard?!!
I look tired and worn out..and i feel it too.....i asked gp to give me something as i was getting agitated...he said "well you always seem ok when you come in here?!!!" so if i went in to see him crying and having a break down that would mean he would take notice then?...i know its hard for hubby too....but im not me anymore! gp has given me diaezapan....i am on anti deppressants and have been for 3 years now......but i havent ever felt this bad...
My joints hurt...my fingers swell up ...all of them...iv got a headache thats always there?!!! well at the moment...
....my eye sight has got really bad...im sooo tired...iv had a rashy face and its annoying, its red then goes dry and scaley...no matter what i put on it....im starting to think other people think its all in my head?!!......................
Sorry for the moan...i cant always moan at hubby he worries enough as it is..:lol:....thanks for the moan...jane
I look tired and worn out..and i feel it too.....i asked gp to give me something as i was getting agitated...he said "well you always seem ok when you come in here?!!!" so if i went in to see him crying and having a break down that would mean he would take notice then?...i know its hard for hubby too....but im not me anymore! gp has given me diaezapan....i am on anti deppressants and have been for 3 years now......but i havent ever felt this bad...
My joints hurt...my fingers swell up ...all of them...iv got a headache thats always there?!!! well at the moment...
Sorry for the moan...i cant always moan at hubby he worries enough as it is..:lol:....thanks for the moan...jane