well, i have come to the decision that i will have to accept that this particular relationship has run its course. it has been nearly 2 weeks and i havent heard from or seen him.
i have packed up his things and will drop them off at some point. it hurts to know that someone who professed to love and care for me could be so oblivious to what i am going through.
i console myself with the thought that i wont feel so ill forever but he will always be a selfish s**t.
i dont feel like i can wait any longer as change is not gonna happen.... i have thought about this constantly, and sure i will be lonely, but in reality i wont feel any lonelier than i have done and do now.
i have packed up his things and will drop them off at some point. it hurts to know that someone who professed to love and care for me could be so oblivious to what i am going through.
i console myself with the thought that i wont feel so ill forever but he will always be a selfish s**t.
i dont feel like i can wait any longer as change is not gonna happen.... i have thought about this constantly, and sure i will be lonely, but in reality i wont feel any lonelier than i have done and do now.