:cry2: Eleven days ago I brought my little Boston Terrier puppy home to my apartment. He is a very smart puppy and caught on to his name, what go potty meant and even would go to the door when he needed to go outside. He sat patiently while I fixed food for him and slept with me, head on my pillow or on my face. Unfortunately, as the days went by, and the less sleep I got the worse my lupus symptoms got.
I didn't keep food on my stomach for a week, my body is covered with bruises, not from Keegan, and my rash is glowing red.
I decided to take him back to the breeder who will keep him as a companion. :worried: Unfortunately, I did not get any of the $450 back, I knew I wouldn't, and living on social security that is no meager sum, as well as the $58 I spent at the vet for a check up, medicine for an intestinal thing and special food, all of which I was happy to get because it was for him. I just can't stop crying, I know that is the best thing for him, as I have no one to help me with him, and he couldn't go stay at a kennel because he was so young that he didn't have all his booster shots and could have gotten sick enough to die. I miss him already, but it is the best thing for him to have someone who can chase after him and take care of him the way he needs taken care of. I just hope I can get past this sadness I feel for having to give him back. I hate this disease it keeps robbing me of things. Karly