Hi all,
Thank you for your replies,
Sorry my last post was so brief, Im not too good with talking about emotional stuff

:blush:
Lost is the best way i can explain it, i guess my lifes just been turned upside-down :hehe: the past 18months, with being ill and struggling with a diagnosis etc I just feel everything i used to do/love has been taken away and i feel slightly lost without my old life

and kind of unsure about the future.
Blimey that sounds gloomy :lol: i guess im just stubborn and dont like to admit that i really am ill

and i still try and convince myself and others that im fine
But hey ho! im sure eventually i'll have to come round to the fact that things might not be exactly how id planned :wink2:
Thanks for letting me moan about this, it does kinda help to write it down

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