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I am not sure of where to start but here it goes anyway.I have been so exhausted since before christmas.My thyriod is way low and trying to get it better and then my aunt on my dads side passed away right before christmas and not even a week later my sister in law passed away from brain cancer.Then after christmas my uncle on my dads side also passed away and just last week my mother in law passed very sunddenly.I had been feeling better a little more energy anyway until last friday when my mother in law passed and i have been trying to keep up with taken care of the arrangements with my hubby and the family. Well it has been a week now since she passed and i feel like my brain is mush really do.I cant figure anything out even the simplest things right now.I think when i start to feel better i think i can do anything then but i really cannot.
I feel like i could go to sleep for about a week and that would be okay with me right now.I think i need to take sometime for me instead of trying to do everything for my father in law and my own house to.Then my step mom called me today to see if i could go to the drug store and pick up hers and my dads prescription :sad: .I didnt have the heart to say no he is very ill also and she does not drive at all
.My only other sister they felt they could ask was gone not home at all grrrrrrrr.I just dont know how to say no to my parents anyway.I have no problem saying no to the resr of the family.Well sorry this is so long really but just needed to talk to people who can understand how i feel.My poor brain cannot even begin to remember things these days.I mean the simplest things even like who did i just talk to one minute ago
or where am i going to to.I have had trouble with this kind of thing but the stress is so making it much worse for sure and to the point i do not know who i am:lol: .I try to tell someone something or explain it anyway to them and they get even more confused then they were before.Well thank you for giving me a place to vent at as it really help me it really does.I sure hope everyone else is doing having a somewhat better months then me anyway.Oh yeah my hubby got layed off like two weeks ago i think :hehe: and not having much succes in finding another job either grrrrrr.I sure hope this makes sense to everyone:hehe: :lol:
Tammy
I feel like i could go to sleep for about a week and that would be okay with me right now.I think i need to take sometime for me instead of trying to do everything for my father in law and my own house to.Then my step mom called me today to see if i could go to the drug store and pick up hers and my dads prescription :sad: .I didnt have the heart to say no he is very ill also and she does not drive at all
Tammy