peta i hope your 2nd treatment goes well. after united healthcare refusing to pay for the rituxan the genetech, the drug company is going to pay for a year of the treatment since i fall within their financial limitations. my rumy has been trying to get this since 07-06. i have also been on all the other meds. my thought process really sucks at times and i have problems with "word finding". this just means that i stutter and look foolish. the lupus does something wacky with my brain and i take loads of lunesta (12mg), rozeram, lyrica and sometimes valium and will sleep sometimes 4-5hrs and at times can be awake for 45 plus hours. i am not overweight even though i have been on steroids since 06-2004 and have my 2nd sleep study friday. the last one was nothing conclusive and they wanted to sell me a machine and said i was 'borderline' sleep apnea. i told them that i believe that meant i slept at some point and walked away. i have seen 4 neuro and they are clueless as to why. sorry, this was not meant to be a 'bitch fest' for me.
i am somewhat worried about my first dose of rituxan and if you got really sick after words. the range of side effects vary so much and i am sure that i have been sicker since i normally flare for 7-9 months out of the year. **** always starts in may and it has been this way since 1996 and lasts until i recover in october. boy i sure hate the summer.
maybe things will be better this year with the rituxan. i hope so. i think lazylegs mentioned she has had rituxan. anyone with suggestions or advise would be greatly appriciated.
i know the thought stuff can be really frustrating. i just know that when i am really sure of something that means i had better recheck it. sometimes i find myself saying "joyce, i cant believe you just did that" and then i laugh and say "i sure as **** can believe you just did that".
i try and make lists, know what my limitations are "now" and remember what Tom Petty says "you can look back babe but it is best not to stare".
i am somewhat worried about my first dose of rituxan and if you got really sick after words. the range of side effects vary so much and i am sure that i have been sicker since i normally flare for 7-9 months out of the year. **** always starts in may and it has been this way since 1996 and lasts until i recover in october. boy i sure hate the summer.
maybe things will be better this year with the rituxan. i hope so. i think lazylegs mentioned she has had rituxan. anyone with suggestions or advise would be greatly appriciated.
i know the thought stuff can be really frustrating. i just know that when i am really sure of something that means i had better recheck it. sometimes i find myself saying "joyce, i cant believe you just did that" and then i laugh and say "i sure as **** can believe you just did that".
i try and make lists, know what my limitations are "now" and remember what Tom Petty says "you can look back babe but it is best not to stare".