Ok, thought I had hit the jackpot a few days ago and was feeling ok, but still having the pain and discomfort that we all have everyday. It was nice while it lasted, you guessed it the fatigue got me and won't let go no matter how much I fight it
. I can only hope that this set back it short lived and that the good feeling will return soon.
I got the note from the doctors office yesterday and he wants my job changed now, one with a few hours a day and not so much time on my feet. Go figure I find something I am good at and now I am getting demoted by the doctor
. My boss says it is ok that she will put me on as the breakfast person as I am too valuable to let go. She said I can do what I want and make my own hours for now until we find something that works for me. She did ask if I could hold out a few more weeks so I can train the person that will be filling in for me. She said she wants them to do just like I do. How do I put a personality like mine in someone else?
This all sounds great but my heart is breaking I am affraid that this will be a permant thing, and that is not really what I want I don't think. Ok, Yes I sound confused because I am. I am relieved that I get to cut back some hours and make my own schedule for the time being, but I will miss all the people for ten years that only deal with me. They won't know how to act with me not being there to take care of them. I know what they want, all of them. I am sure this will just take some time to adjust to as it did when I started working here. I hope I can mentally handle the set back, it sure is beating me up right now.
I hope that you are all doing well and feeling the best that you can right now.
I got the note from the doctors office yesterday and he wants my job changed now, one with a few hours a day and not so much time on my feet. Go figure I find something I am good at and now I am getting demoted by the doctor
This all sounds great but my heart is breaking I am affraid that this will be a permant thing, and that is not really what I want I don't think. Ok, Yes I sound confused because I am. I am relieved that I get to cut back some hours and make my own schedule for the time being, but I will miss all the people for ten years that only deal with me. They won't know how to act with me not being there to take care of them. I know what they want, all of them. I am sure this will just take some time to adjust to as it did when I started working here. I hope I can mentally handle the set back, it sure is beating me up right now.
I hope that you are all doing well and feeling the best that you can right now.