I know that sounds harsh....I feel like a loser but I am being honest.
I talked to my boss...he talked to his partner...about taking a day off during the week and cutting my hours....He approved it,said they want long term relationship, my work is excellent, want to accomodate me.
Of course,my paycheck gets cut by a day which is a lot = annually I freak out when I think about it.
So instead of being happy about this that maybe I will feel a little better and be able to function, I feel like such a loser.
A loser because I cannot work full time, hurting my pocket and putting more on my husband, looking at my annual loss and thinking am I crazy? Suppose to make more money,not less.
Also about the other 3 people that work there, I said nothing about it, I am not going in today as this is my day off, they don't know, am worried about what will be said about it. Stupid right? My husband says who cares about what they say. The boss will probably tell them first thing in the morning when he remembers I am not there.
but that is me, worry about the unimportant. I just always dwell about not being able to do what everyone else can do, you know what I mean.
A pitty party for myself. Sorry. But needed to say it out loud.
I talked to my boss...he talked to his partner...about taking a day off during the week and cutting my hours....He approved it,said they want long term relationship, my work is excellent, want to accomodate me.
Of course,my paycheck gets cut by a day which is a lot = annually I freak out when I think about it.
So instead of being happy about this that maybe I will feel a little better and be able to function, I feel like such a loser.
A loser because I cannot work full time, hurting my pocket and putting more on my husband, looking at my annual loss and thinking am I crazy? Suppose to make more money,not less.
Also about the other 3 people that work there, I said nothing about it, I am not going in today as this is my day off, they don't know, am worried about what will be said about it. Stupid right? My husband says who cares about what they say. The boss will probably tell them first thing in the morning when he remembers I am not there.
but that is me, worry about the unimportant. I just always dwell about not being able to do what everyone else can do, you know what I mean.
A pitty party for myself. Sorry. But needed to say it out loud.