I just found out I am pregnant. My kidneys have only been stable for like 3 months but were still leaking minimal protein. This was a total accident, i had been using condoms and one broke. AHH!! Of course it takes ONE TIME. Well I am pregnant and cant even be excited.. most of you know i lost my baby due to pre eclampsia in 2005. I am so concerned with my health. My kidney doc is saying i should consider ending pregnancy. My OB said that we are also unsure of what would happen. Well they have me seeing a high risk ob and i see my lupus doc tomorrow. They are saying i should really pay attenion to what high risk doc says. I just dont want to have permanent kidney damage and be on dialysis. My last pregnancy caused my kidneys to hae 67% function but thank God, chemo has them back up to 97% function.. I dont want permanent damage and dialysis. I just needed to vent to some people who know what i am going through! Thanks for listening ladies!