On New Years eve 2000....i was with my family walking home from the town sqare celebrations...whe we passed a group og people one who at that moment a women threw up all over me....and basically that is how the decade has continued.....
i've had a horrendus 2 yrs......and now my mum died yesterday....
she fell off the stair lift on thursday , broke her hip...went into hospital..the operation went fine...i was in court that day and couldn't travel to the UK. i dashed over sat. morning...the op. went fine but she had a heart attack during it, then got pneumonea, kidneys failed, another heart attack....and then she died early monday morning. There has tobe a postmortum due to dying after an op. and thanks to Dr. Shipley since him ruels have changed.
When my dad died last year I almost felt elated, because I know I made his passing as comfortable as i could, i did everything correctly, it was as if he was saying thankyou to me..it was ok....with my mum now i feel so guilty, guilty, guilty and I don't know why.....im on myown here (except for fantastic friends what woud we do without them) my siter doesn't like death...so she is staying away...thanks...
thanks for letting me put thus down in writing...maybe this feeling will change i hope so because it's the most awful feeling to have ..guilt
I wish all a lovely day, tell someone u love that u love them please..
marika
i've had a horrendus 2 yrs......and now my mum died yesterday....
she fell off the stair lift on thursday , broke her hip...went into hospital..the operation went fine...i was in court that day and couldn't travel to the UK. i dashed over sat. morning...the op. went fine but she had a heart attack during it, then got pneumonea, kidneys failed, another heart attack....and then she died early monday morning. There has tobe a postmortum due to dying after an op. and thanks to Dr. Shipley since him ruels have changed.
When my dad died last year I almost felt elated, because I know I made his passing as comfortable as i could, i did everything correctly, it was as if he was saying thankyou to me..it was ok....with my mum now i feel so guilty, guilty, guilty and I don't know why.....im on myown here (except for fantastic friends what woud we do without them) my siter doesn't like death...so she is staying away...thanks...
thanks for letting me put thus down in writing...maybe this feeling will change i hope so because it's the most awful feeling to have ..guilt
I wish all a lovely day, tell someone u love that u love them please..
marika