i just cant take the way that im feeling sad, afraid to be alone, anxious, i dont feel normal anymore. Sometimes i feel like someone is watching me and it makes me paranoid im always thinking the worst is going to happen to me.
i know i should nt feel like this. i get these feeling about every couple of weeks. its not that it happens all the time. would you call this a flare?
I dont know im very confused. for the past year i havent been the same
i used to not feel or think like this i really really hate when this happens to me.
i know that i should go see a therapist but i dont have the insurance to just go and see one.
i really wish that i was the same person i used to be. i used to have a normal life. now i stay home and dont do much.
you guys have been really good to me and im so happy for this site because i can come here and talk about my problems and you understand. i do have lupus but its been a mild disease so far or maybe not...... maybe i feel like this because my husband goes to work, kids go to school and im home all day doing nothing. i really wish i had insurance so i can just pick up the phone and call the doctor for an appt.
thank you so much for your time.. im really sorry for the rant.:sad: :sad:
i know i should nt feel like this. i get these feeling about every couple of weeks. its not that it happens all the time. would you call this a flare?
I dont know im very confused. for the past year i havent been the same
i used to not feel or think like this i really really hate when this happens to me.
i know that i should go see a therapist but i dont have the insurance to just go and see one.
i really wish that i was the same person i used to be. i used to have a normal life. now i stay home and dont do much.
you guys have been really good to me and im so happy for this site because i can come here and talk about my problems and you understand. i do have lupus but its been a mild disease so far or maybe not...... maybe i feel like this because my husband goes to work, kids go to school and im home all day doing nothing. i really wish i had insurance so i can just pick up the phone and call the doctor for an appt.
thank you so much for your time.. im really sorry for the rant.:sad: :sad: